Just imagine it for a sec. How it feels.
The energy-sapping wave of hostility, coming from everyone around you, and it's crashing over you like it's trying to kill you, trying to make sure you go unnoticed and unloved for the rest of your life. And it is.
It's done this a thousand times before, and worked flawlessly each and every time, more than it ever should have.
But this time your face is not crumbling at the weight of it. Your eyes aren't watering with its bone-dematerializing winds. Your throat isn't burning while you choke. It hit you, but you swam up to the surface.
An alien spark of complete and utter flaming outrage and anger at this apathetic injustice goes alight, in that one special spot inside you, that only you know. It's never done this before. It's new, unexpected, extremely welcome and
YOU ARE GOING TO CULTIVATE IT AND NURTURE IT TO ITS ABSOLUTE FULLEST POTENTIAL.
Or else you might as well be dead.
A thousand different truths and realizations, things you have recently comprehended but yet never understood until this moment come fireballing out of your mouth; screams, shouts, speeches, rants and explanations. You point out the flaws and the crimes against humanity and the stupidity. The whole room and all its inhabitants go soundless listening to you, to your unraveling, though you would sooner call it putting yourself together and becoming
No more feeble attempts at conversation. Nevermore will you smile at someone and watch them roll their eyes and walk off, as if you are trying too hard, and you are—they're not trying hard enough. None of them ever have.
The petty and the superficial is below you, now. Shallowness and materialism make you cringe, feel ill, and causes you to truly wonder if you're the closest thing to a honest-to-life itself human being within a five-mile radius, whom really mean what they say every minute of every day, whom isn't just repeating what they're heard others say their entire lives.
From this moment forward, and forevermore, you will search for those that do their best—really do their best, and aren't just trying to conform. Those that have the same depth that you do, that have searched too, and are as desperate as you are
You will settle for nothing less, and these useless, spiteful sheeple surrounding you right now will never lay eyes on you ever again soon enough. You'll be out of here. You'll